once i had a friend who was so close to me and thought about me a lot...when i asked her who is you're best friend she told the name of some another. i was surprised and i asked what about me then am i not you're bff...then she said you're not my best friend...you're my soul mate..that was she when she had nothing at all..but now shes ditching me every time because of no reason..i searched why..she has found friends who are much better than me and wealthy..that is the way of soul mates,not bff's..
i forgot her by time and time but she did not..she came searching for me when she was in trouble because those wealthy friends will never listen to her little chit chat..but i will..as usual i sat down near her and listened..till it was over and gave her advice and that's all..i went back..she came following me and asked why are u ignoring me what happened like a baby...i stared at her for long time and went back..after that lot of drama happened in our life.... later on she was somewhere else i was somewhere else...
now i'm big and 28...i'm married and i have babies..when i happened to remember her sometimes i'm feeling sad about her cuz she never knew how to be with friends..a friend is something special..and its now i understand that...after that i spent lot of times with friends....which was so wonderful..and i'm happy about that..i even laugh about these things with my husband...friends can be never forgotten...
i'm not perfect.. that's obvious.. but once i really wanted to...but now i'm feeling that i'm not so bad...i know that i'm a mess.....a big mess..and my life is like a messy wardrobe..but its good to be messy.. a lot messy to be happy..life is all about smiles and tears..but if we try love can fade all our tears away...we got to face our life alone..that's how we smile..smile from heart and deep inside...which will make others happy tooo..as i told before i'm a mess...and still i am..but i'm a beautiful mess..a very beautiful one...a colorful and a pretty beautiful mess...the best one of alllll...
